Done with Colonoscopy!!

Quick one today.  Did the whole colonoscopy thing yesterday.  Everything was good and it shows I am spelling that wrong!  Can't figure it out...must be spelling it wrong! HEHE    Just glad it's over.  Next comes hernia surgery, but not for a while I hope.  October is not my month historically and the first 2 weeks are basically the whole month is very bad for me.  I lost Dave on October 4, 2004, 10 years this year.  Too soon and still can't say it or write it without crying.  But he is worth crying over and over again.  He is with me every minute of every day.  A song, a sight, a memory, all bring tears to my eyes.  But I hope I never stop shedding tears for my husband, my first love, my second daddy.  I was with him from age 15 till 44 and it wasn't enough by a long shot.  We were gonna be the 70 year anniversary pair.  But God needed him home early, and I will only understand this when I see Jesus and ask him why.  Didn't mean to go so deep there but October is always a trip.....not really good either.  


This year I am gonna try and stay occupied with the 31 Days of Halloween Challenge at Smeared and Smudged.  Already have some projects completed.  So wanted to post their icon on here.